25 years completed !!!

Twenty five years completed today. Last year I wrote a blog about my confusions in life. Now I got something new to do. I am planning to try new things this year. The regular money based life is boring. Need to do something simple and innovative for the society. The crave for money should be eradicated. The important things/events that happened in my 25 years are the following ones.

AGE 0 - 8

1. The childhood happiness. No fear. New learnings. Everything is amazing. I thought the whole world will be speaking same language (i.e. tamil) and thought God created this world and also thought that sita,rama, blah blah are from tamilnadu :D
2. The childhood sorrows. I know that my parents dint had enough money for easy life. I have seen how much my dad borrowed from others to make the ends meet. Also, I remember when my dad was unable to give back the money. Though I could not understand the exact thing, I still understood the life's hardness.
3. The childhood anger. My dad's relatives (3 guys) tried to kill my dad for a silly family dispute. I heard this incident from my mom. I was just a few month old kid when this incident happened. But when I was studying 1st grade or 2nd grade my mom used to say these stories. I get angry to everest heights.
4. Knowlege/learning. I learned many things in school. I wondered to know the working of sun,moon and stars. I see the stars and think where the horizon ends and how far are they from us. I was happy to learn the working of any thing I come across.
5. Time. I learned how to find time from the watch. Still I remember that scenes in my eyes. The brain should be really powerful to remember that information.

This age group was the time any kid would enjoy a great deal. Because there are more questions for which you get answers. Like why sun appears and disappers daily. Why moon disappers slowly and becomes full moon on one day. and so on.. I cant list it down :D

AGE 9 - 14

This is the age, I started to know about social life like friends in my street, my relatives, etc.

1. The knowledge about what is relation and who are all relatives for me. Most of the times mom and dad fight because of some relative. I mostly dont understand why they fight. But I know that the reason is some relative. I get to know some bits and pieces of the background about the fight. So I learn HISTORY of the incident in bits and pieces. This is very important in my life. I like learning why the incident happened and determining what went wrong in there.
2. 6. The family problems increased because NO MONEY. This also added up to family feuds. I like to stay with my Grandparents house in near-by town (Bodi). My Grandpa used to take care of me very well. He likes me a lot, because I used to study very well in my school. He used to wake up at 6 am in morning and take me aswell for a morning walk. Those days are very very beautiful. The gentle breeze from crops all around is so pleasant. The sun rising slowly with reddish shade in sky. Grandpa used to tell some informations about crops and some HISTORY of Bodi whenever I ask some doubt. I learnt a great deal. Also Grandpa insist to walk, exercise and eat healthy food.
3. friends - the new era. During my age 10 or 11, we shifted house. The new street had lots of boys / girls of my age. This is one important turning point in my life. New set of friends. Also many of my family MONEY related problems started vanishing at this point. So this is the start of the new-HAPPY era in my life. As always I used to study well in my school. And as always I am learning new SCIENCE and HISTORY.
4. SEX - In the new street, I came across some sex-education from my street senior guys. I started with scientific sex knowledge rather than erotic sex knowledge. I cant explain all here :D
5. NEW-SCHOOL. I changed to new school during my 6th grade. I faced lots of challenges in the new school. I was not recongnized by teachers as in my old school. All boys and girls were new. I need to catch up quickly with the new teachers (i.e. their way of teaching) plus new friends. I also had a challenge to get good marks/ranks in the school . Though I couldnt get top-3 positions, I made the range as 5 - 10.
6. NEW-SCIENCE. By this age, I read lots of science from school syllabus. I felt like man knows everything in the world and universe and I thought man really has good grip of the enviornment. (only at this age 25 I found that is completerly wrong :D lol). By this age my HISTORY is very weak. Geographical knowledge is not bad.
7. Cricket and other games. I used to play an average game. I was always given due importance and importantly not neglected due to poor performance. Anyways I am not a top performer. I am too short and lacked confidence in athletics. My height is a major drawback :( . Since I learned about the genetics in biology class, I used to think that I am short because of my mom's gene. I have said this to my mom aswell. She felt bad for that that time. ( I now regret , why I did so nonsense thing. I really hurt my mom by saying so)
8. TOOTH. Forget to say the important thing. Nature's decision is that my front tooth is too big and projecting outward. My milk-teeth were really good for my face. But my new permanent teeth is bad shaped and that made be feeling inferior in many occasions. The inferiority is developed because of the society.
9. Still had revenge on the 3 guys who tried to kill my father, when I was month old kid.

AGE 15 to 18

1. SCIENCE and HISTORY . The science knowledge especially the ATOMIC PHYSICS , UNIVERSE, BIG BANG, chemical reactions and chemistry experiments all were like magic to me. I was amazed to learn about all those science. I got ideas about many things surrounding me. For instance, I know how cement is made of and the concrete is made. Everything I see like car, house, road, tree, flowers, sun, stars .. you name it.. ALL the things obeys the law I learnt in school. I felt that I know many things. Also I learnt about Myanmar (su-kyi), himalayas, america, europe, china, BRITISH and INDIAN-INDEPENDENCE movement. I was really angry on british for taking our gold and jewels , importantly the KOHINOOR DIAMOND :( . Also I learnt about the sherlock-holmes, shakespear, thiruvalluvar, agasthiyar and may tamil-poems. The GREAT DEPRESSION in AMERICA.
2. SCHOOL FRIENDS. My school friends are very very talented and adventurous. I used to go to lots of places with these friends. Too big a topic for this blog :D .
3. 10th public exam result. I loved the moment I heard the result. Everything as expected. Good effort and good result.
4. I was sick about a girl. She was my old school mate. I used to see her during my 10th grade, while walking back to my home in the evening. She joined my new school in 11th GRADE. That was one surprising moment. Butterflies flying in your head. Life seems very colorful. But dont know the reason why.. But I dint even spoke a word with her :( stupid me !!!
5. 12th public exam result. I loved the moment again. But small worry. My maths mark is not good as expected, because of a 5 mark problem, which was taught wrongly in our school :( But anyways I was satisfied with my marks. I got first mark TAMIL in my school.

AGE 19 - AGE 22 (College life)

1. I was so proud to step int0 GCT (Govt College of Technology , coimbatore). Lots of expectations from the college. New friends. New kind of life away from my home. Very interesting to be in coimbatore. Made lots of friends in college. College life was very usual.
2. In college most of the students are from TAMIL medium. Most of them are very knowleged and having good exposure than me. So GCT is a perfect platform for me to learn new things. SCIENCE, SOCIETY, WORLD COUNTRIES, POLITICS and so on. I used to chat a great deal with my friends on the general world topics. Learnt HUGE HUGE information from 4 years of my college life.
3. Got a friendship of my school girl in final year and that grew up into intense relation (one sided) :(
4. I really wanted to earn money and spend it. I dint had money in my life till now. So was very anxious to earn. Got a job in TCS :D

Age 23 to 25

1. I joined TCS and my life is very miserable. I proposed a girl and she made a shit out of me :D I was posted in Ahmedabad, Gujarat (the place I hate the most becuase of Brahminsim and HINDI DOMINATION). I started reading information about anti-hindi riots. WIKIPEDIA is new thing for me. I started reading about every country in the world and every state in India. My knowledge expanded exponentially with wikipedia. I travelled in flight, which I like the most. I travelled in train from chennai to ahmedabad. Lots of tours/trips to MUMBAI , PUNE, DIU.. Visited HYDERABAD, BHUBANESWAR, BARODA and so on. I was earning and was able to give money to my mom and dad. I was so happy that I earn MONEY
2. I learned enough computer knowledge and in VIGNETTE software suite. I was begging for my chennai transfer and was fighting with my new offers from Mindtree and Virtusa. TCS threatened me saying that they will give bad relieving-letter . I was broken again. I was totally running mad that time. Then I got an onsite-offer from Chennai TCS. So I was transfered to chennai and I was sent to GLASGOW for my onsite assignment.
3. In Glasgow, I had fast internet. I read lots of blogs and saw many many documentaries. I came to know HOW MONEY WORKS, HOW RELIGION WORKS. Then PSYCHOLOGY and PHILOSOPHY. I learned great deal in GENETICS and META-PHYSICS... Now I feel that the MONEY based life is very stupid. I wanted to get out of this money based life. I am now writing this blog.